Screaming ‘cause you think we understand better that way
Trying to throw me around like I’m some kind of ball
Making yourself seem better then you really are
Making it difficult for us to understand, what do you want?

Sleeping here starts to get difficult whenever you’re around
Throwing the cell phone onto the ground, crying like you’re insane
Ruining our rest, so you’ll feel better, though we’re breaking down
He should have hung up already, but who am I to judge?

Saying I’m getting arrogant, making me feel less
‘Cause I can finally open my mouth, say what I think
Spit out what I feel, say what’s really going on
You don’t have the right to call me a brainless teenager!

Don’t say you don’t have masks, ‘cause you have
One for every person, ‘cause when they really get to know you
They suddenly see the real you, the one we’ve known all this time
Someone who never thinks it’s their fault, it’s always someone else

‘Cause when you say you’ll kill yourself, I don’t believe
I know, that people who say it this early, mostly don’t have the guts
The guts to undertake such an action. Four in the morning
Isn’t the time to say your boyfriend is committing suicide

I’ll commit suicide myself, if I was bound too you
But what I don’t understand; is why he doesn’t leave you
Love isn’t worth it, but he follows his heart
Instead of his brain, of whatever is up there

You think when you go away to that special institute
They’re going to solve all your problems for you
That all your problems will be gone in a second
But that’s not it, you’ll have to work, like me

So why do you think, that I’m more special
That I’m the special one, and I’ll get anything
It’s only what you see, you don’t recognize all that
All that you get, especially for you!

I’m counting the months until I can leave
‘Cause then I’m no longer obligated to listen to you
I will be free, from you, whom should love me
Not making me feel worse, for you to feel better!

I’m saying it now, this is the end, the end of us together
We’re no longer family, no longer siblings
I’m cutting the whip of blood that strangles me
I’m saying goodbye, to you